It has been a rough few weeks but even with that being said I somehow have a sense of peace and a sense of relief that I have not had in a long time. I let myself get mixed up with someone who doesn't have a clue and who's life has been one disaster and one drama after another because he is to afraid to really live and to let go of the past. To live without the paranoia and strive to live a life that you can be proud of. It is a never ending cycle of work, trial and error. One of which some will never master because they are so caught up in themselves.
I want more out of my life than that and I am not willing to settle and I will be @%$#*& if I will give my reality over to someone else. My mind is in such a good place even if my heart has a little catching up to do. I am grateful for the life I have, the people who have been an inspiration and for the joy that I feel in spite of lost people who do bad or wrong things as I truly believe that we will all have to answer for the things we do and the way we treat people. I must have done some things right as I am lucky and gratetful to have lifelong friends who are there at the drop of a hat. They say that you get what you give, and I always want to keep that in mind as I strive to be that kind of person.
I want a life full of joy, love, peace, family and friends-and of course my animals! Can't imagine a life without them. They are always happy to see you and love you unconditionally. What joy to have in my life.
This is what I want my future home to look like. No mcMansion for me. Just a cozy, comfortable place that I can live and grow old in surrounded by the people and things that I love. One where the door is always open and friends are always welcome to come visit.
Soon! Oh so soon! I'll keep you posted and we'll throw a wonderful open house! Can't wait to see you there! Love to all
I love the simplicity in life that I sense from you. And the photo is GREAT! I often look at barns with great admiration, and frequently even think they are beautiful enough to live in! I know I may be very strange for that... but it's true! Life is too busy, and what I dream about is just a simple life in the country filled with gardening, animals, family and friends. Though I have only just seen a first quick glimpse of you, I think I would get along with you just great! :)
ReplyDeletePS Hope you don't mind a stranger (me :) visiting your blog!
Corine,
ReplyDeleteAbsolutely not. I love it as I am so new to this blogging thing and it is cheeper than therapy,ha ha. No really, I have lived on a farm a lot of my life and now finding myself returning to my roots to find a peace that seems to elude us in this crazy, busy world. When all is said and done I want to throw a big housewarming party and all are invited. Please check back and let's share hopes and dreams and I'm okay hearing abt the not so good days either.
Take care and hope to talk to you soon
Shelly