What is it about life and love? We think that we know exactly what we want, we go for it and then we mess it up! So many questions and so little answers. Should we go through our lives so scared and on guard that we sabatoge our relationships? Should we love with reckless abandon so as to feel deeply and know we are alive but risk our hearts breaking? I have loved deeply and still do but I am very aware that there are so many different kinds of love and even to different degrees. I also think that as we get older our expectations change and our insecurities kick in along with so many questions.
I will always rather to have risk my heart and truly loved because I really don't think that you can actually die from a broken heart even though it feels like it at the time. What I do know for sure is that I will never be sorry for having loved deeply for then it is when I really know what I am capable of. It brings a joy that cannot be matched and a sense of things much bigger than yourself when you choose to love someone with all your heart whether that love is right or wrong or whether it lasts forever or just moments it is a glorious thing. I hope to always love like that!
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